[ That vile dark part of her might wish it was just a ploy, because the truth that Sara would break down at the sight of her own body...that's nothing to be proud of. It's not steadfast or responsible, or all the things Sara tries to be.
She's still and shaking when Sou rounds the corner, but when he steps in front of her body, she moves again if only to cover her face and inhale sharply. ]
I know...j-just. [ It's hard to put into words. She's seen so many dead bodies, but her own corpse...its less logical then her own heart just crying out in fear. Her shoulders shudder under her hand as she inhales again, a low wheezing sound. ] I know its not me, its just. The way its...its...
[...]
If I died, I'd look like that. [ Its such a simple concept but its true. The way the girl behind Shin looks, its undoubtably her. But she can't see it now, so she can pretend it doesn't bother her, at least for the moment. She looks up at Shin, then shakes her head slowly.
No, I wanted to do this. I guess this must be my bad ending, huh? So I need to get past this, if I want a clue. [Like any nightmare of Sou's would feature her dead body. ] Maybe I ran away... Um. Anyway, just can you please keep standing t-there? I can't look...
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Date: 2021-09-10 07:45 am (UTC)She's still and shaking when Sou rounds the corner, but when he steps in front of her body, she moves again if only to cover her face and inhale sharply. ]
I know...j-just. [ It's hard to put into words. She's seen so many dead bodies, but her own corpse...its less logical then her own heart just crying out in fear. Her shoulders shudder under her hand as she inhales again, a low wheezing sound. ] I know its not me, its just. The way its...its...
[...]
If I died, I'd look like that. [ Its such a simple concept but its true. The way the girl behind Shin looks, its undoubtably her. But she can't see it now, so she can pretend it doesn't bother her, at least for the moment. She looks up at Shin, then shakes her head slowly.
No, I wanted to do this. I guess this must be my bad ending, huh? So I need to get past this, if I want a clue. [Like any nightmare of Sou's would feature her dead body. ] Maybe I ran away... Um. Anyway, just can you please keep standing t-there? I can't look...