[The smile feels stuck on his face, pasted, as she grabs his arm, corners twitching as it tries to fall and can't. Stop stop stop stop stop stop it stop... STOP IT, something somewhere is trying to apply the brakes but uh.]

Ahaha... of course you didn't want it Kanna. You're a good kid like that... [How is his attempt at at a comforting tone coming out so wrong has he just done this too much, drunk too much of it, and now he's just stuck being this now? Who's in control right now?] Escape with everyone huh... would be nice...

[He still remembers it, the high and low of it.]

It's disgusting isn't it... but... can't I be happy it's you? It's not like there's anything that can be done now...