( he doesn't sound proud, but if he didn't put things together quickly, that would have resulted in the death of many of his peers. acting fast means that he can help hinata, helping hinata means that the ultimates had another chance to spread their hope, but komaeda would play for either side. ) You can say I listen to you.
( every time sara speaks, a little piece of past conversation creeps up, the river growing, and growing, and he wonders if this is how she'll overflow. there's only so many walls she can put up, but it'll never encase the length of the creek properly, and so some of the water rises over, and splashes in his general area. komaeda's capable of swimming, but he wonders if shin has trouble doing so, is he susceptible to drowning because of everything that she carries. his lips purse into a straight line, he's not disappointed, he's only swallowing everything down.
when she joked that he wanted to be called an older brother, it all shows itself in due time. )
...
( death to atone, it's no different from komaeda's suicide — to rid the world of despair, to reincarnate into something better, someone better, to become ultimate hope so that he could be revered, and loved, and thought about. that was his way of atoning, so he thinks of kanna kazuchi that he doesn't know, and wondered why did she want to die very badly. )
There's nothing more satisfying when you can choose your own death, Chidouin-san, and by your own rules. I wouldn't take such words for granted. ( with a smile, he shrugs his shoulders, not that he would understand her feelings when every death in different, and so do their feelings. even though komaeda killed himself, it still traumatized him to no end, but that's a feeling he doesn't let carry his actions, weigh him down, he did what he believed was right.
maybe she did too? )
Alright then... I'll try to understand Tsukimi-kun's thoughts, after you told him, he must have felt betrayed too. He's manipulating, calculative... he uses his brain, mostly, but he's emotional too, things tend to get to him, he tries really hard to block it out... From his name, to the way he acts, he enjoys living a lie, doesn't he? I wouldn't be surprised if he just wanted to live his little happy life that he made in his happy, glass home all to himself.
( this is his only chance considering he's out the majority game, all he has to do is survive, but komaeda isn't taking sides. he's listening, like he said before, but he's playing her game, he'll have to guess if he wants to figure it out — why would he want to figure it out? why would he care about comforting.
...
how will hope flourish if those are stricken by despair when they haven't built themselves up? )
People have to be careful when throwing stones, it's fragile after all.
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( he doesn't sound proud, but if he didn't put things together quickly, that would have resulted in the death of many of his peers. acting fast means that he can help hinata, helping hinata means that the ultimates had another chance to spread their hope, but komaeda would play for either side. ) You can say I listen to you.
( every time sara speaks, a little piece of past conversation creeps up, the river growing, and growing, and he wonders if this is how she'll overflow. there's only so many walls she can put up, but it'll never encase the length of the creek properly, and so some of the water rises over, and splashes in his general area. komaeda's capable of swimming, but he wonders if shin has trouble doing so, is he susceptible to drowning because of everything that she carries. his lips purse into a straight line, he's not disappointed, he's only swallowing everything down.
when she joked that he wanted to be called an older brother, it all shows itself in due time. )
...
( death to atone, it's no different from komaeda's suicide — to rid the world of despair, to reincarnate into something better, someone better, to become ultimate hope so that he could be revered, and loved, and thought about. that was his way of atoning, so he thinks of kanna kazuchi that he doesn't know, and wondered why did she want to die very badly. )
There's nothing more satisfying when you can choose your own death, Chidouin-san, and by your own rules. I wouldn't take such words for granted. ( with a smile, he shrugs his shoulders, not that he would understand her feelings when every death in different, and so do their feelings. even though komaeda killed himself, it still traumatized him to no end, but that's a feeling he doesn't let carry his actions, weigh him down, he did what he believed was right.
maybe she did too? )
Alright then... I'll try to understand Tsukimi-kun's thoughts, after you told him, he must have felt betrayed too. He's manipulating, calculative... he uses his brain, mostly, but he's emotional too, things tend to get to him, he tries really hard to block it out... From his name, to the way he acts, he enjoys living a lie, doesn't he? I wouldn't be surprised if he just wanted to live his little happy life that he made in his happy, glass home all to himself.
( this is his only chance considering he's out the majority game, all he has to do is survive, but komaeda isn't taking sides. he's listening, like he said before, but he's playing her game, he'll have to guess if he wants to figure it out — why would he want to figure it out? why would he care about comforting.
...
how will hope flourish if those are stricken by despair when they haven't built themselves up? )
People have to be careful when throwing stones, it's fragile after all.